“Happiness is an inside job.” – unknown
For the past few days, I’ve been wandering; walking into familiar rooms and not understanding where I was. I was lost. I mean, sure, I know who I am…
– mother –
– musician’s wife –
– daughter –
– sister –
– friend –
But knowing that isn’t enough for me. I want to be a mother and do more. I want to be my husband’s wife and do more. (etc.)
I. WANT. TO. BE. MORE.
As I walked into my son’s room, picked him up out of his crib, I sighed the most peaceful sigh. It was a breath of freedom. I should have done this months ago. Is it perfect? (lol)… NO. Will it be the answer I’m seeking? I sure wish. But again, NO.
and so today? I began my journey. We began our journey.
I hope you sigh peacefully tonight.